Life is really unfair T_T

Well, i found out today that the person who stole my phone is named Lastri.
I HOPE THAT HE GETS KNOCK OVER BY A CAR OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND REGRET WHAT HE DID.

Though my parents are angry that i lost my phone, they didnt really scold me. And i feel very guilty ): I have officially lost my phone twice.

SH asked if im going to get iphone 5.

I dont think so.
I dont think my parents have forgiven me and even if they buy a new phone for me, i will not accept it. I lost my phone and i should take responsibility. And i feel really really guilty.

I always use my own savings to buy the things that i want. I have NEVER asked my parents for extra money (well, except during prom and school stuff). I know my friends ask their parents for money; I know parents are there to provide us but my parents are old. They worked hard and it is not fair to take their money for my materialistic wants.

Besides, my old phone works fine. It doesnt have a lot of games, i cant listen to music and i dont have internet but the basic functions are available and thats enough for me. I will not take money from my parents just to buy a new phone. If i want to buy a new phone, i will save and use my money (which i dont think i will, lol)

My old (new?) phone which is half the size of my palm.
And if you're wondering, yes, i just washed my hair.

Anyway, Steven Chia treated us to Starbucks and KFC just because its our last lesson with him. I feel really bad because...

1. I always skip his class even though they are afternoon classes.
2. I never pay attention to his class (except the first 15 minutes of the first lesson)
3. I called him Mr Lim... in front of him. Twice. And i only realised my mistake when my friends pointed it out to me.

Oh well.