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Peter was not quite like other boys; but he was afraid at last. A tremour ran through him, like a shudder passing over the sea; but on the sea one shudder follows another till there are hundreds of them, and Peter felt just the one. Next moment he was standing erect on the rock again, with that smile on his face and a drum beating within him. It was saying, "To die will be an awfully big adventure."

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dont expect anything from me.
Sunday, March 18, 2012


Those words flowed out naturally.
And as it came out from my mouth,
I start to wonder, do i mean them?
Or was it just an obligation; a reflex?
If i meant them, how much?
The insincerity rang so loudly.
I should try to explain.
But its hard clarify
and its even harder to understand.

Let them be; let me be.

Goodbye, you.
Goodbye, me.

Yet, i still try...
I guess this is what you call "human nature"

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life
Saturday, March 10, 2012

The suayness continues.
I guess I kinda like my work? Its the only job that i can envision myself doing for at least a year or two. I know its sounds little but i have always been fickle minded. I dont think i can stay at a certain job for like 5, 6 years. I know. What am i going to do with my life?? :(

Wanted to go for a jog around my neighbourhood but it rained so i guess i have to work out in my house. Its been like a year since i exercised. But recently i am quite interested in leading a healthy life. When i order Macs, i only drink a few sips of coke before throwing it away. And i downed at least 2 - 3 bottles of water when i usually dont drink water for the entire day!


I really like how my life is like right now. Quite carefree, without worries. People not bothering me with their problems. Because my life is typically smooth-sailing. Its only when my friends bomb me with their own troubles that my life is filled with ups and downs. And most of the times, their problems are very stupid. The solution is there, but i feel that sometimes my friends want drama in their lives so they ignore the solution.

=.=

I really want those carefree life where i can go out and shop myself, where i can go high-tea by myself, to go some nice place/cafe and read a book by myself. I dont mind hanging out with friends once in a while but mainly, i just really want quality time with myself, free from all the worldly troubles.


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an ancient business, a modern piece of glasswork
Monday, March 5, 2012



Always damn suay when it comes to work.
Hopefully it will become a blessing in disguise.
:(

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lalala
Sunday, March 4, 2012





29/2/2012

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I wont give up
Thursday, March 1, 2012


I was never a fighter to begin with
I am quite the pushover
My ideas get push around, manipulated even
And sometimes I contradict myself

I was never a thinker to begin with
I place all my stakes on feelings
And only feelings I do trust
So how do you turn that into words

I was never a confident person to begin with
I falter in my speech and i give up easily
Because i rather say "Never mind,"
Than to dispute with people who wont comprehend

My thoughts refuse to form into words
And my words refuse to come out of my mouth

In this tough battle,
I am not capable to fight the fight
The enemy has won this round 
And I returned with bruises and wounds

But this i know: they will turn to scars
And scars are proof that i survived, time after time
I know that it will make me grow stronger.
And so I hope I was brave in your eyes today

I may not be a fighter
But at the very least,
I hope I am an example.

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Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Wednesday, February 29, 2012

It was tough but it was fun. Folding thousands and thousands of paper cranes; Nat and me threading those darn cranes at home; cutting away those threads because they were all too tangled to be used; decorating the stairs;  how we threw paper cranes like confetti when it all ended; our behind-the-scenes footages (srsly, where did that all go?) spending more time editing Owl City song than our video (can never listen to Vanilla Twilight the same way anymore); train rides home etc etc.


I still remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild

We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same

You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

I said, remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now

We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, this is absurd
'Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped-up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break or fall

And you take a moment
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
And I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid


Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

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indie seyyyyy.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012

OHMYGOD I HAVE JUST DISCOVERED VAMPIRE WEEKENDS AND ARCTIC MONKEYS.
Srsly. Where have you guys been all my life? >:)

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