idk what to say

I've been MIA because i got so many stuff going on in my life. Well, i got to enjoy my holidays before it ends right? Especially when my new timetable is so sucky. Seriously lor, on Thurs, my lesson is from 11 to 6. Like that how eat lunch, you tell me?

So, last week i went to Ze Jun's 21st birthday party and after that i went for LTC camp. I will post more about them later on because i just came back from camp and im super duper tired. Plus, no pics yet.

I got so many things to say that i dont even know where to start. But i scared if i dont type it now, i will forget it, omgz. Dont blame me for being random :D

LTC girls have bonded so much lor! Like suddenly, yesterday night, everyone started spilling out their troubles in front of one another. Its like nobody is afraid of letting anyone else knowing their secrets. And because of those heart-to-heart talks that we bonded so quickly in a short amount of time.

I once again learnt not to judge a book by its cover. People who appear to be happy; girls who are pretty... they all have their own problems. I dont know la, all the girls so nice lor! This morning, while doing singing a camp song in the middle of the field, i almost cried. Everybody was so united. Hell, all of us looked happy when it was supposed to be a punishment. I suddenly felt so touched that i choked on my words and one tear rolled down my cheek.

So embarrassing lor!
But i was seriously happy and touched.

All the tough times, all the bitchings, all the complaints, all the encouragements... all of it helped the campers to bond together. Idk how to say it la, but i love all of them!

Which reminds me... I NEED TO MEET UP WITH LTC GIRLS ASAP!
Why do r/s between girls and guys always have to be so complicated? Most of my guy friends whom i really enjoy being with never lasts. Sure will have something cropped up de lor. This time round, my friend kept evading me. Every time i talk to him, he will just end the conversation in a few seconds and move away.

WHAT IN THE WOLRD DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS TREATMENT?!?!

I hate people who blow hot and cold lor. I hate being in suspense. I hate being confused.

I DONT KNOW LA. I THINK I PMS. I SHALL END HERE.