Im glad that i went out today. I totally miss being crazy! With my poly friends, im not crazy at all lor! I felt a "sense of relief" when i was with my sec friends. I FINALLY WENT CRAZY ENOUGH TO DANCE STUPIDLY! Sigh, i miss my old self. Hmm, maybe i should burst into a spontaneous dance in class. I'd probably scare the shit out of everyone. They might think im possessed or something, HAHAHA!
So, today is also the day that Yinan's sister is born! So shocking! For 9 months, she didnt say anything about her mom being pregnant! Then out of nowhere, she smsed me saying that her sister is born. Heehee, congrats anyway (:
Oh! I went out with my besties yesterday. As usual, SH wasnt present. Seriously, which best friends dont meet each other for 2 years huh? Anyway, i had a great time. Bought some pins and a coin pouch. Damn cute, im totally loving it :D
And erm, tomorrow will be the day. Wish me luck, people (In just 3 days, it spread from no one knowing who i like to pretty much all of my close friends knowing)! Im not scared of confessing, im not scared of rejection. What im afraid is the difference in treatment after he rejects me. I hate it when things become awkward and we cant be friends anymore. I just hope that things wont go down from tomorrow onwards because i have another outing with him and another friend!
Oh man, whatever! I have to do it! I have to clear my head!!!
can we pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now.
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