I wont give up

I was never a fighter to begin with

I am quite the pushover

My ideas get push around, manipulated even

And sometimes I contradict myself

I was never a thinker to begin with

I place all my stakes on feelings

And only feelings I do trust

So how do you turn that into words

I was never a confident person to begin with

I falter in my speech and i give up easily

Because i rather say "Never mind,"

Than to dispute with people who wont comprehend

My thoughts refuse to form into words

And my words refuse to come out of my mouth

In this tough battle,

I am not capable to fight the fight

The enemy has won this round 

And I returned with bruises and wounds

But this i know: they will turn to scars

And scars are proof that i survived, time after time

I know that it will make me grow stronger.

And so I hope I was brave in your eyes today

I may not be a fighter

But at the very least,

I hope I am an example.