I could see it in their eyes.
The instant when i shouted; the moment when even the teacher froze to stare at me in shock...
It was like the bit of time when the roller coaster was suspending at its peak, threatening to plummet anytime. The split second of dreadfulness delicately mixed with anticipation. And then... woosh! Down you go! The sudden plunge left you no choice but to face what you were afraid to. The speed intoxicates you until your mind goes blank. Your lungs bursting with excitement, your heart drumming with adrenaline. Suddenly, you're the only one in the world. You're the only one that's important. Nothing else matters. The feeling of your burden lifting itself from your chest. Gone was the hesitation and anxiety.
It was exhilarating.
Everyone was looking at me in shock, in fear.
Let them think me as a crazy woman.
I dont care.
In fact, i would do it again and again and again and again!
I have the rights to say no and if people dont like my answer, then too bad lor.
I know who's worth my sacrifices and who isn't
Seen and faced rejections too many times and have learnt my lesson.
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