this emptiness is devouring me

I wrote my research based on my memory because THE STUPID VIDEO DONT WANT TO LOAD!!
Walao, i really want to do well for this paper but I think i'll get another C. FML.

I've got so much on my mind but i dont know how to start typing. I think... i shall go sleep. At least my mind wont anyhow wander around.

PS, Debra get well soon!

I can't let you go even if i die
How could I let you go?
If you're planning to leave then fix my heart
so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

2AM has such nice songs, sigh