This post was in the draft for such a long time and i decided that it was time to post it up (:
Sometimes, i wished i were still a child. At least, a child doesnt have any worries; they dont care how people judge them.
Somewhere along the journey of life, i became seriously self-conscious. I mean, i still do embarrassing things. But im alert to what i say, how i dress and what i carry.
Like when someone says, "I hate Justin Bieber", i wouldnt say that i actually listen to his music out loud. When someone thinks that (fillintheblank) is cool and i think otherwise, i wouldnt voice my opinions out. Which is why i admire people who are confident very, very much.
For example, when people take out their handphone without hesitating even though the model is 6 years old, im really in awe. I respect people like that and i hope that one day, i will be as confident too. I hope one day, i will not be affected by people's judgements that much.
Because, im afraid to be so different from the rest. Im afraid when people ask questions like "Why is your handphone model old?" or something like that. Im afraid that i wont fit in. Im so afraid that its ridiculous.
So, what are you afraid of?
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