Friday, July 9, 2010

venging out my anger and frustrations and confusions

Remember how your discipline master always force you to tuck in shirt when you're in sec school? Remember how you refused to do so?

Guess what? Today, i tucked in my shirt without anyone telling me! ^^
Anyway, let me share with you some of the annoying matters that i have on hand.

Got this person that i know, let's name him X who always trying to target me. He teases people in a friendly way, not shooting-arrows-at-you sort of way. But towards me, he is damn sarcastic. For example, if i disagree with something he said, he would say, "What! Not happy ah?" If it were other people... well, i dont know what would happen but i dont think X would give such a harsh comeback. AND, he acts cute around other people but in front of me, its time-to-suan-siqi time! I think he might have split personality.

zzz.

Plus, got another guy, let's name him Y, who is freaking irritating. The first day i knew him, he already bullied me. But its ok because its just friend teasing friend. After i introduced him to my friend, Y kept insulting me.

"Eh, your friend is prettier than you leh!"
Thanks ah, for punching my self-esteem REPETITIVELY. Freaking annoying but still, i tried to tolerate. Then one day, i decided that it would be cute if Y and my friend ended up together as a couple so i encouraged Y. Some how, Y liked my friend but my friend revealed to me that she has no feelings and asked for my help. And so, i have to crush Y's feelings.

For a period of time, Y kept talking to me/calling me. I was ok with it because it was partially my fault that he got disappointed. If i didnt encourage Y, he wouldnt have got rejected and i helped in the rejection some more! So, i didnt mind accompanying him, even though he was irritating.

Anyway, Y and the girl stopped communicating cause things were awkward.
Few weeks later, the girl started to talk to Y again. I was involved in the conversation too because Y asked me to. Then, for goodness know why, Y got angry with me (my friend did not know about this). It had something to do with the conversation and my friend not being happy. He started shooting vulgarities at me and i was f-ing pissed off. It was Y's idea and now that my friend is unhappy, im the one who got blamed?

Really lor, sometimes it doesnt pay to be too nice. I try to be nice and got irked by them in the end. I've decided to try ignoring them so i wont get pissed off and start a war when they 'shoot' me. Also, I think i shall stick with being chummy with girls than trying to make more guy friends. Girls are so much easier to handle. =.='

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