You know what? I feel like doing something crazy! I feel like doing something dangerous! I feel like confessing to the guy i like!Its so complicated. I've been crushing on him for quite awhile although its an on-off kind of thing. And im not even sure if i like him that way or not. But today, i've been doing a lot of thinking. And i concluded that a confession might be a good idea! And the more i think about it, the more i want to. The more i think about it, the less scarier the idea seems to me!
I even contemplated asking him out alone to profess my love.
Hmm, im definitely crazy.
I've been keeping this crush a secret. Up till now, no one knows who i like or what's going on. Many people have asked me (well, not many but those few who know) and i didnt say anything. Because, i feel that its hard to explain online. My feelings towards him are complicated. Heck, the whole situation is complicated. I cant explain everything in msn/ fb chat/ sms. And you definitely need to hear the full story to know what i've been through.
There were people who had asked me face-to-face. I would have tell them if not for the fact that my crush was present there too. Hell no am i going to profess my love to him in front of friends! Also, i dont feel like telling anyone. That's just me. I dont like to tell people my problems.
But but but, i really wanted to tell a friend of mine. I normally dont share my worries but he's been such a great and trustworthy friend. He's also older than me and is a guy so he'd probably know how to advice me. Yet, i didnt say anything. There were so many times where i wanted to tell him so, so badly but i held back. Im scared that everything will crumble. I may be thinking too much (i've got an overly imaginative mind) but its best to stay at the safe side.
But but but, i really wanted to tell a friend of mine. I normally dont share my worries but he's been such a great and trustworthy friend. He's also older than me and is a guy so he'd probably know how to advice me. Yet, i didnt say anything. There were so many times where i wanted to tell him so, so badly but i held back. Im scared that everything will crumble. I may be thinking too much (i've got an overly imaginative mind) but its best to stay at the safe side.
Oh well, i'll see how it goes. Chances are, i will confess by the end of the month. But maybe. Only maybe (:
I know that i've been spamming my blog recently but i cant help it! I've got practically no one to talk to (even if i have, i prefer to stay silent) and so much to say! But hey, at least you readers are being entertained. Better than nothing, right?
Every time I look into your eyes
那心跳的律動總對不上節拍
他們說這叫愛
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