set fire to the rain

Finished watching BBJX!

Yay :D But now i got no more shows to watch ): Anginn and Shafeeqah did introduce many shows for me to watch (Games of Thrones, Breaking Bad etc etc) but i dont have the mood to watch American TV shows for now. I am always having phases. Manga phase, Anime phase, Chinese show phase, American show phase, Korean show phase and Movie phase. Right now... maybe Chinese show phase.

OMG i just found a show exactly like BBJX. I am not even kidding. A modern girl travelled back to the Qing dynasty and is caught in a love triangle between the 4th and 8th prince. OMG HAHAHAHAHA ITS EXACTLY THE SAME!

No wonder when i was watching BBJX, everyone was debating whether Mickey He or Nicky Wu was a better 4th prince. OMG SO FUNNY. And when i was on a search for chinese shows to watch, i realised that the trend nowadays are about people travelling back to the Qing dynasty. WHUT????

This is too funny. I am going to watch Jade Palace Lock Heart to see how the ending will be different. So far, all the shows that i watched recently ended with the main characters not being together. Violet rejected Tate, Tong Ben Shi died in Bottled Passion and for BBJX... well, not a happy ending la. So i wonder if the girl will end up with anybody in Jade Palace Lock Heart/duplicate of BBJX. LOLLOLLOL!

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win

and i would never hurt myself

A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

you spin my head right round, right round

 

Red shirt + polka dotted skirt + mustard shoes

Cant see its polka dotted cause of the low resolution ):
But you can definitely see my FBT if you watch closely! HAHAHAHAHA.

Photoshop CS5.1 cant make gifs because of 32 bits/64 bits. I have no idea to change the settings. Grr.

Finally. One among us all is in a relationship... At least one that is official ;)
Still. Im skeptical. But that's another looooong story. Maybe next time!

CNY day 1

White chiffon blouse + red flare skirt + brown oxford = CNY day 1.

Eat, watch show, play with kids, feeling sorry, discussing problems with Samantha and talking about my future with my parents.
Yep, thats how today went by. Not so great.

Wish i had more preppy-style clothings ):

its been awhile now

 MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT'S RIGHT?
Hahahaha.

And overdue pictures.

Happy Lunar New Year people! :D

But its a special death you saved for me, the brown-eyed daughter

:')

The past few days, i have been panicking about my future. I was thinking of which universities to go to. Art stream in NTU requires 3.9 gpa to get in. Nobody in our class - heck, cohort - has that. Not to mention me. So i was thinking i might be going overseas. But overseas is so expensive T_T

And then i realised, before i need to choose my unis, i have to settle my elective module for next year! Choices, choices, choices. So scared for my future. Not because i dont trust God but because i havent been giving my best. Really have to stop with my heck care attitude already. Its showing in my results.

But yesterday, i saw a glimmer of hope. There are always routes out and the future is so uncertain. Anything can happen and change your life.

"Nothing in life is promised, except death"

-Kayne West

blah blah blah

Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 last Thursday.
I didnt think the movie was very good ):

Reasons to cry like ben harmon

So American Horror Story has this tag going around tumblr called Reasons To Cry Like Ben Harmon. I dont know why they made fun of him but i do know that when he cried, it was pathetic. It showed how weak he was as a man. Like seriously. Anyway, some of the memes are really funny. You'd only get it if you watch the show. I know it might be spoilers but go watch it anyway hahahaha :D

my life sucks.

Today sibeh suay. I was in school, asking people to do surveys. So me and XW seperated to target different people. When i went to look for her, there was this huge crowd. I thought it was a great chance to ask all the students to help us do the survey so i just jumped right into their conversation. They were looking for the weirdest things that students bring to school or something. So i thought they were doing a project which led me to my next thought: "Hey, if i help them, they will fill in the surveys for us right?".

Wrong.
They were not from SP at all. I realised this when i was posing for them and asked what course they were in. Their response?

Asiaone.

In my head i was like, "Asiaone? Hey, that sounds like Asiaone. Did i hear it correctly? Come on you're joking right?" And then i realised they REALLY were people (ok, interns) from Asiaone. Yeah. And guess what was the item i held up for them to take a picture of?

A recyclable bag.

A freaking recyclable bag!!!!! OF ALL THE THINGS. And my hair was dangling messily around my face because its layered and cant be tied properly. AND I HAD BLUE LIPS. Blue lips!! Oh God... why did i eat cotton candy??????

Im praying very hard that my photo wont appear on the newspaper if not my life is screwed ): Everytime i think of the recyclable bag i really want to bury my head in the ground.

And i have to justify. That thing was in my bag only because i was lazy to take out after my trip to China ok?? Recyclable bags are very important in China... Unless you're not a shopaholic la. I got 2 skirts, 3 pair of stockings, 2 collars, and stuff that i cant remember ALL IN 2 HOURS. You tell me, how to survive without recyclable bag??

If im ever going to be featured in the newspaper, i will be this ugly auntie holding an ugly recyclable bag. I say auntie because when they asked me why i had the item in my bag, i told them its for my shopping. Uh huh. Only aunties bring recyclable bags to shop.

Shop for groceries, that is.

My life is over. All i can do now is hope that they wont choose my picture. I mean, it might just be my first (non-baby) picture in a newspaper and it just had to be screwed up!! Its just like when i was in sec sch and went back to pri sch to visit and realised that MY FACE was plastered onto the wall. I was singing national anthem, my hair was in plaits, i look freaking stupid AND THE PICTURE WAS FREAKING BIG. I can spot it miles away. All the juniors must have thought, "Okaaay. Who is this weirdo?"

Srsly. This is my life. This kind of shit always happen to me.
I am so sad that you cant even imagine T_______T
Brb. I need to go cry about my pathetic life.

you're not safe but that's ok

• SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

Find yours here.
Quite accurate, i would say. Especially about solving people's problems. Well, i dont know if i solved people's problems but i think i give pretty good advice. I dont have much first-hand experience on life but i have so much second-hand information that i felt like i went through them myself.

I swear, sometimes i just think i should write a book on Guide To Life.

But stuff like good memory, strong mentality and active are way off. Im not even socially active. I used to be. In year 1 i cared a lot about going out with friends, getting many "likes" on facebook statues. Now? I havent been into MSN for over a year; i dont keep my facebook tab on; and i hate to sms people. To the point where everytime i lose my phone, i dont bother to get people's number unless i need it. Seriously, sometimes i just ignore useless messages and other times, i stop replying so people wont sms me anymore.

Hahaha, bitchy but its so tiring to keep a conversation alive.
I'd rather much stay at home and watch my shows, thank you very much.

 

Which reminds me, countdown party to 2012. I was damn anti-social. (I wasnt even in the proper dresscode hahaha) Standing at one corner and worst, going out to sit somewhere and stone all by myself. This guy came up to me and talked to me. After telling him my name, i just shifted away slightly to hint that i have no interest to continue. Lol. I guess i was tired. I get quiet when im sleepy.
But when Ariel's dad sent us home, i was supeeeeer high! HAHAHA, riding on a lorry with the wind blowing relentlessly and your hair whipping back and forth, it was like pure ecstasy. 

I whipped my hair back and forth~

My whole head was tangled like nobody's business hehe!
Shall end abruptly because i need my sleep now.