Don't cry

(:

And something that makes me laugh!! At least all the characters act rationally, lol!

there's a fire burning in my heart

God taught me that lesson this week through 2 incidents. And i fully, fully understood what He went through because of me. And it hurts damn bad. Really, its hard to imagine how He could or would forgive me because forgiving is hard when you know the person will disappoint you again.

You dont even listen, so why should i even bother to talk?

of all times...

My RIT team sat outside the corridor of a teacher's office while waiting for a teacher. We spotted this big box like those magician's kind where they place a person inside and make them disappear. So i said i wanted to see if i could fit in. But my body too long or something so the lid could not be closed. Then Ching Peng went to try it. Her head stuck out so we asked her to rearrange herself better. Then, as she slowly fitted into the box, a teacher came out.

Raseena immediately shut the lid and held it firmly closed while me and Kenneth looked at each other in bewilderment, trying to control our laughters. Poor Ching Peng didnt know that there was a teacher and was talking. I swear i saw the teacher smiled as he walked pass.

Oh God, the weirdest things that we go through...

hurry up and save me!

Who says that necks are the only spot for vampires to suck blood from?

Usually, i have no problems writing essays though i might have writer's block/procrastinate. But PPS CA10 is really something else. I think it is trying to prove to me that its worst essay question, ever.

Well, point taken.

animal prints, baby!

♥

Sin's curse has lost its grip on me

^{Luke 6:27-36
27} “But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, ²⁸ bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. ²⁹ If someone slaps you on one cheek, turn to them the other also. If someone takes your coat, do not withhold your shirt from them. ³⁰ Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. ³¹ Do to others as you would have them do to you.

The reason why i knew the person who stole my phone is Lastri was because his friend smsed me saying, "Lastri?" When the friend realised im not "Lastri" and when i asked if "Lastri" was the one who stole my phone, he did not reply.

I know it sounds crazy but i smsed the friend to tell "Lastri" that i forgave him.

I was really angry but then, i thought of my aunt. She had injured herself a few days back and was hospitalised. When i called her, she kept asking about my well being and my Christian life when i should be asking about her. She broke a bone and cant even take painkillers. In agony, she asked about me. And in the past, i did a lot of things that saddened her. I kept hurting her daughter when i was young.
I was reminded how selfless she is and that she had the heart to forgive me.

Besides, there's no use for me to be angry. What good would it do me to hate on someone that i dont even know? I wont get my phone back anyway.

Ephesians 4:32 ³² Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

Life is really unfair T_T

Well, i found out today that the person who stole my phone is named Lastri.
I HOPE THAT HE GETS KNOCK OVER BY A CAR OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND REGRET WHAT HE DID.

Though my parents are angry that i lost my phone, they didnt really scold me. And i feel very guilty ): I have officially lost my phone twice.

SH asked if im going to get iphone 5.

I dont think so.
I dont think my parents have forgiven me and even if they buy a new phone for me, i will not accept it. I lost my phone and i should take responsibility. And i feel really really guilty.

I always use my own savings to buy the things that i want. I have NEVER asked my parents for extra money (well, except during prom and school stuff). I know my friends ask their parents for money; I know parents are there to provide us but my parents are old. They worked hard and it is not fair to take their money for my materialistic wants.

Besides, my old phone works fine. It doesnt have a lot of games, i cant listen to music and i dont have internet but the basic functions are available and thats enough for me. I will not take money from my parents just to buy a new phone. If i want to buy a new phone, i will save and use my money (which i dont think i will, lol)

My old (new?) phone which is half the size of my palm.
And if you're wondering, yes, i just washed my hair.

Anyway, Steven Chia treated us to Starbucks and KFC just because its our last lesson with him. I feel really bad because...

1. I always skip his class even though they are afternoon classes.
2. I never pay attention to his class (except the first 15 minutes of the first lesson)
3. I called him Mr Lim... in front of him. Twice. And i only realised my mistake when my friends pointed it out to me.

Oh well.

why like that?

BAG always jokes about if we ever lose our phones, we're gonna be so dead.
Well, i am sad to say that we're half-way to hell.
I lost my phone )':

The best part? Bad Day by Daniel Powter played after i lost it.
I hope the person who took my phone is (was, since he/she took my phone) in desperate need for money @(*#^*&%

figures or real people?

Went to Singapore Civilization Museum early in the morning.


The highlights are the terracotta warriors. If you dont know, they are built to guard Qin ShiHuang's grave.

So a depict of how the process of building the warriors...

And a magnetic-pieced warrior.


And then we walked through the galleries before reaching our destination.


My grandma and her sisters haha.
I think Qin ShiHuang is super interesting! I like to read about the history of China especially those palace stuff. Its fascinating to know what went on inside the palace and how they shaped the history. And Qin ShiHuang is important to China's history because he made so many huge changes! I would really like to time-travel back to the period and understand why he did the things he did.

Anyway, moving on to other galleries...





Hahaha happy to be making money!
I sucked at math lor! If i were to set up business ah, sure fail.





HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY OMG.



lonelygirl93 becomes...


happygirl93
when she sees food :D

Woke up so early that the minute i reached home, i conked out for 3 hours. LOL.
But! If we didnt go early, i would have died queuing up. I saw the queue. Mega crazy. So yes, no pain no gain.

Send me away with the words of a love song

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

I love Drop Dead Diva. I love it more than Pushing Daises and Vampire Diaries! Love love love love love. What i like most about DDD is that it always has a moral lesson at the end of each episode. About loving yourself; leaving the past behind; doing the right thing and etc. So i was watching S2E2 where Grayson and some friends celebrated the birthday of dead Deb. He said, "Without you, our lives are less... sparkly" or something like that. Which makes me wonder (ok, i have been thinking about this question a lot recently), what would people say when im dead?

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors

Did i make any impact in people's lives? Would they miss me and mourn for me even if im dead for a year? What would people say at my funeral? Did they see me in a different light that i didnt know about? Without me, will their lives be "less sparkly"? Would anyone be glad that im gone? And how will my funeral be like? Would they play sad music or happy ones? And how would i feel when people start to move on and forgets about me?

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger

I've always said that i am very blessed. Im fortunate to have a great family and great friends. But at the end of the day, have i been a good daughter/sister and a good friend?

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

i rarely say this, but good job! ;)

WE DID IT!
Rock on, Phlegmatics! :D

Omg, i feel so guilty for spending so much on clothes. Its only 5 days since the start of August but i've bought so many stuff already! )': I shall stop buying clothes next month, i swear!

Boston, Augustana.

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed
You said

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains, oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains, oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.