Im so hungry that i can eat a person :P I realised that im not a person who stands out in a crowd. Even with a group of only 4 people, im the one who is least likely to talk (unless we're very close). Idk why leh. But i get along well if its one-on-one kind of thing. Hmmm.
Guys in Vampire Diaries. But i only have eyes for Ian Somerhalder ;) Why hot guys only exist overseas?!
I miss Idy and YB! They always make me laugh like shit and its because of them that i have this mentality that working is fun! I still remember those stupid notes that YB paste on my desk for the world to see. Like "SERVING THE ARMY ROCKS" cause he insisted im a guy and that im going to be enlisted soon -____- Then i pasted something like "Go kick YB's butt! Satisfaction guaranteed. Not satisfied, kick again ^^" Damn childish lor. But i kept those notes because it brings back happy memories(:
I still remember Idy telling me to hide under the table cause i want to sleep but dont want to get caught, lol. Then we talk super loudly in the office. And we took the CNY snacks back to our table although its for everybody. Reading news about some celebrity she likes although we were supposed to be working. Those were the days, man ):
Both of them are special to me. Idy was the older sister that i never had. We are quite similiar in many ways. YB was the first guy friend that i actually feel close to. Actually, pretty much the only one. I know i can talk to both of them for hours and hours and never stop. And they always make me laugh.
I only work with them for about 2 months and i've been in poly for 6 months already. But i have not found friends that click as well as we do. Which is quite sad. Luckily XX and XY are in SP too. If not i pretty much have nobody to rely on. Then again, i havent seen both of them for quite a long time too! Need meetups ))':
Need to reconnect with friends instead of staying home all the time :O
My VC project CA10! My video was the only project that was shot in entirely one place. Heck, the actresses never even moved from their spot at all!
Haiyo. Yesterday i type this post halfway then the internet disconnected =.=' I tried to salvage it but it was beyond repair so i didnt post at all. Sian, im very hungry. Then again, im always hungry :O
I didnt do any work today )): Was supposed to start on it after dinner but i fell asleep instead. Such a lazy pig. There was once where i took "what's your 7 deadly sins" test and i got gluttony. I guess im both gluttony and sloth. I love to eat and sleep, eat and sleep, eat and sleep. Hais, I need to do CSM after this post.
Today, i discovered a new boy band call MBLAQ. ohmygosh, Thunder is so handsome *_* Found out that he's Dara's younger brother. Good genes really runs in the family. Dara is so pretty and Thunder is so cute. TOP is so handsome and his sister is attractive. In short, Korea is the land of beautiful.
And i listened to A9 (Alice Nine) today. In the past, i never liked Jrock. In sec 1, XY was crazy over GazattE. She asked me to listen Filth In The Beauty and i didnt like it. I dont like rock/metal and so i didnt like GazattE. Earlier this year, i decided to give the band another try and i found 2 songs that i like. Cassis and Guren. Really nice ballads.
For A9, i've heard of them but never really go listen to their music before. Today, i watched their Rainbow MV and Shou is really sexy! I've always thought that Japan dont have any handsome guys. No offence, but not my type. But Shou~ He even looks cute without makeup. And he looks young. I would never have guessed that he is 27? The rest of the members looks really good too. They're prolly the only Japanese guys that i think are attractive. But im still new to the band so i dont know who's who.
Oh, i finished VD already! The finale was freaking hard to find. I was super worried that i couldnt watch the last episode. Awesome show, cant wait for new season :D Now, whenever i see a knife, i would think of Katherine chopping off John's finger. It took me by surprise! I thought she was going to snatch it off but she did it the easier way. LOL. I also watched the pilot episode of Pretty Little Liars. Not bad. I've check their ratings - quite high. Some more only 12 episodes! I LOVE shows that are short ^^
Wish i could go on and on and on but i seriously need to START on my CSM. *bangs head on the wall.
"And with that, Mr Gilbert, I hope you rot in hell,"
Its 3am now and most of the DTVM-ers are online doing their projects... except for me. Heh, i just watched 4 episodes of VD and im gonna finished it tomorrow. Next on the list will be Pretty Little Liars. And then VD season 2 and Gossip Girl season 4. Wheeeee~
I truly hope that GG season 4 will focus a lot on Blair and Chuck because that's all im watching for. Btw, Damon (from VD) seriously reminds me of Chuck.
And im glad that Jeremy is finally over Vicky. Seriously, he was such a loser. How could he let a slut ruin his life? Glad that Vicky's dead now and he's moving on to Anna. What a pretty couple. I daresay they're my fave coupe from VD though they're not the main leads.
I really like if Elena would end up with Damon but let's face it. Only the male lead gets the girl. And i've read the book. Elena ended up with Stephen. But, there was a period of time where Elena got together with Damon under, er, certain circumstances. I hope i'll get to watch that soon!
Pearl looks pretty. I know she's supposed to be old and asian but she looks pretty! K maybe i shall sleep. Need to chiong VC and CSM when i wake up. Not fun.
I suddenly lost the motivation to blog because HE KNOWS.
Anyway, i was wrong about Vampire Diaries. It gets better with every episode. I even watched 3 - 4 episodes at one go. This says a lot because i dont really bother much with American Tv shows. Well, it helps that Nina Dobrev is pretty and Ian Somerhalder is hot ;) But there is something compelling about the show. Compelling... the word that is repeated throughout the show.
Im a thinker. Everyday, i think about stuff. When people talk, i zone out. When im on the mrt, i ponder about things. Even before i sleep, i let my mind wander around. I have a thousand and one conversations going on in my head. Sometimes, i want to write all of them down so that my thoughts can flow more clearly. But now is not the time.
Too many topics. And HE KNOWS. This is very bad. Dont ask me anything because i dont like to share my problems/worries with anyone. I know its unhealthy and blahblahblah but i like to keep it to myself. So save your breath.
I shall go watch Vampire Diaries now. My projects? Awww, just heck care them already. Whatever will be, will be. Aren't i such a happy-go-lucky person? You guys should learn from me(:
Went to school on Wed to pick up the DSLR. I planned to go Vivo shopping until it was time to meet Pearl for my project. But i heard that pearl and my classmates were going to be a photoshoot! Sounds very exciting so i tag along as an observer ;)
In the end, i sort of became the official behind-the-scenes photographer, keke!
All waiting to do their makeup~ RASEENA IS DAMN CHIO LA! The picture did her no justice! Her gold eye makeup was sososososososo pretty! I kept chanting, "the gold in her eyes are so pretty!" hahaha :D
Pearl doesn't need much makeup cause her skin is pretty much flawless! Jealous =w=
Wah~ long lashes! Taken by Fred. I can never take such good pictures, lol!
Heh. Japanese porn star :P
DMC's models. Damn chio lor!!
And yup, time for photoshoot. I wasnt there for the first part cause i was in the makeup room.
The background ppl (: I LOVE DSLR! The colours and sharpness of the photos are so nice! And Jed oozes out charm and confidence like there's no tomorrow! Awesome model, wish i could be more like her ;D
They look so sweet and pretty together right? And then we proceeded to the next scene... And then the next... And finally, we can go home! Eh, i mean go Pearl's house do project. I will upload my project here once i submit it on monday! Its a still film and frankly, im not very excited about it. I consulted Fred about the story plot and he said it was too simple. He insinuated that i should change my storyline but like i care? I just want it over and done with. I have so many other projects to fret that i cant be bothered if Fred doesnt like my storyline. I mean, at least i have an idea right? Not like CSM. That one is pretty much a goner, zzz.
And so, i got Pearl and Pearlyn as my actresses ^^ Pearlyn was sooooo nice! Had to keep her waiting for about an hour ): But she's still so cheerful and happy.
I WANT MY ROOM TO BE LIKE PEARL'S! So many posters and its so colourful! Maybe i should start collecting posters of animes/mangas and idols. It should be easy cause i got so many idols. I even recently added one more into my collection, hohoho!
Oh, meet Noodle the Poodle :D I think she is traumatised by me... I was sitting on the floor, near the bed. Then suddenly, something crawled out under the bed! I THOUGHT IT WAS PONTIANAK LEH!! I screamed really loudly and it turns out to be Noodle. She kena shock by my sudden shriek and never came near me ever since then.
Hahaha, sorry Noodle! Usually when people scare me, i dont scream because my throat would just automatically close up. This time, i think too scary le, so i scream like nobody's business. Paiseh ><
And then impromptu dinner at Pearl's house. My first time eating dinner at a friend's house. Usually i either eat at home or eat out with friends. Anyw, the dinner is delicious! Me like :D
I actually have a 2 - 3 more photos of me but it was either i didnt look good or my bra was showing. -___- And im too lazy to photoshop. Seriously. Photoshopping is no fun. Its all about hard work and patience. I should know that because my pictures for my project are mainly photoshopped.
Anyway, i got so many things going on! Things that i blogged are only 2/3 of what my days are. I want to put them all here so i can keep them as memories but sometimes, there are too many things happening. Those posts that are just ramblings, like the previous post, are what i did but never blog about. They may be long-winded but its only because i accumulate them over a period of time and when i finally couldnt keep it in my mind, i write it all out... Honestly, i dont know what im talking about. I think i shall go to sleep.
Thank goodness for the invention of hair conditioner! I haven't been brushing my hair for the past few days cause i never go out. This leads to my hair really tangled up. My hair may be dry and frizzy but its soft without tangle on normal days ok! Just that i never brush it only... haha. But my hair conditioner managed to salvage my tresses, yay! (Y)
I read Bernie's blog yesterday and i went to adopt a word. I adopted obacerate. I bet you dont know this meaning. HECK, i cant even find it on my dictionary which is installed in my dashboard. There is such a word but its 'lost' because of the lack of usage. Sad right? So go to savethewords.org and adopt one. Can improve your English leh :D
And i finally watched Vampire Diaries! I think i mentioned i wanted to watch it... at the beginning of this year. But i never got to it cause i love to procrastinate and also because there are so many interesting shows. Anyway, its a nice show. Except some parts where i feel like im watching a horror movie. Im now at episode 2 only. I dont think i can complete the show though. Not that its uninteresting but i never manage to complete an American Tv show (except for GG). I dont know why. Even Desperate Housewives never make it through Season 1. Huh, we'll see.
Besides Vampire Diaries, i also managed to watch many other shows! I completed Kimi Ni Todoke in 2 - 3 days, hohoho! If you're a sucker for romance, that anime would be for you! Actually, i dont know why everybody go crazy about the show. I mean, its nice and everything... Hmm, maybe its because i read the manga so i felt bored watching the show. I can still remember reading the manga when im supposed to be listening to class, lol. Still, i managed to complete the whole series :D
Nobuta Wo Produce is another show. I watch it because Erika Toda (Liar Game female lead) is inside it. I have not complete it but im going to. Just that the quality is really bad and it takes superdupermegaultra long time to load. But Akira is so cute >< zomg, he is so unique and adorable and funny! ~ Why he cannot be male lead?! Why cannot end up happily ever after with Nobuta?! ))':
And today, i just watched The Attack Of Pin-Up Boys. The cast are mainly super junior so if you like them you can watch it. If you're not a fan... dont watch. The ending is quite bad.
I think i might be watching Sugar Sugar Rune too. I read the manga (you can borrow the entire series from SP, which was what i did) and its pretty nice. I love Chocolate and the Prince of Ice (?) together! Hahaha, i just like the idea of forbidden love la. Which was what i did for my HML story.
Speaking of which, ITS SO HARD TO MAKE MY VILLAIN DIE! Wts, i initially wrote that my hero kicked him and he accidentally fell to his death. But cannot leh! How can the hero so easily win? So i brainstorm for more ideas BUT STILL CANNOT! Firstly, my hero is less experienced than my villain. Even if my hero got a chance to kill the villain, it cannot be done! She is supposed to be grateful (even though she hate him, it is undeniable that he raised her up) and somemore the villain is her only kin in the world! HOW TO KILL? Why did i choose such a story? Practically digging my own grave. And the theme... I never thought about the theme at all and in the end, i anyhow insert one theme. Omg, i hope it works!
And i still have no idea what to write for CSM. =.='
Er anyway, i also started reading 2 new mangas. Aishiteruze Baby and Prince of Tennis. Im still debating whether to continue reading Aishiteruze Baby or just watch the anime and stop reading it. So far, i think its ok only but i heard really good reviews about it! Some even says that the anime is better than Kimi Ni Todoke and believe me, Kimi Ni Todoke has HUMONGOUS amount of good reviews. Like "Brought justice to Shoujo manga" and "Best Shoujo manga!". Kua zhang right? Yeah, so i think i shall read until chapter 7 then decided if i want to continue Aishiteruze Baby.
Prince of Tennis, on the other hand, IS A LEGEND! I still remember when i was young, Kids Central broadcast the anime. But i had no interest in anime/manga then so i never really watch it. A few days ago, i just wanted to read it and its awesome! I dont know how to explain, its just plain awesome.
Im also planning to start on The Melancholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya. Its another legend too. Hmm, not sure la. Reading mangas is really tiring, especially the good ones because they are so damn long. Requires a lot of effort and passion for you to complete it. I cant imagine fans of Bleach/Naruto/One Piece. I think they already have 10 year anniversary lor.
Lastly, i found this user on Youtube who is a really great singer! I cant remember how i found him but the moment i watch this video, i knew i had to subscribe.
It is my favourite cover of his but there are others which achieved much more hits. Example California Girls, Baby (2mil each), Love the way you like (3mil) and Airplanes (8 freaking mil). But Break Your Heart has got to be my fave. I simply love the instrumental and the piano parts. (:
Ok, i guess up to this point, nobody is reading anymore. Hahahaha, im so long-winded! Im going to end here then. Cant wait to film my VC tomorrow ^^ Sayonara~
btw, i have not check my phone since... thurs? Why?
1. i misplaced my phone 2. i dont think anyone sms-ed me 3. too lazy to care
Think im crazy to be phone-less for so many days? Wait till you hear my record ;) Ok, i think i shall revive my phone now :D
UPDATED: I was wrong about no.2. I got 1 missed call and 10 messages... why would anyone want to spam me in just 3 days?!
PS, if you ever sms-ed me and i never reply, it means that i read the sms late and thought that it is not an important sms so i dont reply. Er, this applies to my daddy who always complain i never reply his sms :O
HAPPY BELATED 20TH BDAY, XIUWEN! Heh, i know its really late for me to say that.
Went to celebrate Xiuwen's bday on last thurs with some friends. Even then, it was a belated birthday celebration, lol. She doesn't want her face to be taken so here's a pic of her brownie :D
Totally managed to surprise her ^^ Went to Cafe Cartel to eat dinner. Shared this pork rib with Hanyang(:
AND I FINALLY ATE MY HAZELNUT CHOCOLATE CAKE (?) Ok lah... Ryan's fault! Say what "King of cakes", "epic nice" etc etc. The cake is awesome and frigging nicer than most cakes but i dont think it gives me the feeling that its the king. Not sure, you go try yourself ba! Do go there after 9pm cause you'll get 50% off ;D
Im going to try the strawberry cheesecake next! According to Ryan, its the 2nd nicest cake there :P
PS, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GABRIEL, THE UNCLE TOO! :D
Do you think im blur? Cause it seems that many people think so!
I mean, if i am blur in front of you, then its alright to say that im blur. But some people never see me blur before also say that im blur! And its not one or two, its many many people! People who know me, people who dont know me well etcetc. Wah, i must be very blur that's why so many people say i blur.
But i dont get it! How am i blur? It is normal for each and every one of us to muddle once in a while. But I dont think im EXCEPTIONALLY blur. Its not like i do stupid and forgetful stuff every day right? So why people termed me as the "blur queen"? Say until i damn jialiat. The worst i did was:
Failure to send Fred my assignment on time OR/AND Clicking the on/off button by accident when im supposed to snap a picture.
That's the worst i ever did. Very blur meh? Aiya, i also dont know. I think is they ownself blur but they dont want admit that they are the real blur queen/king so i became their scapegoat.
Heh. I think i shall proceed with my vc without thinking too much. They more i think, the more anxious i get. Heck care la. Its not like i will fail.... right?
UPDATED: recently, i have been chasing after a band called Miss A. Currently, Miss A is my fave girl band (i dont usually like girl bands) cause of their song good girl bad girl and also because of Jia. Jia is the girl with pink hair but i think she looks prettier w/o it. Anyway, due to WGM, i also got to know Victoria from f(x). Both Jia and Victoria are from some prestigious dance school in China. And er, here's a clip to show how talented they are. For the record, i dont think they're humans O.O
Ok, here's a picture of Jia in black hair. Chio bo?
im in deep shit. The second week of holidays is almost and what have i accomplished?
Just analysis of Inception and hml. No, my hml is not even completed. I have absolutely no theme for the story. And guess what? My one and only idea for vc is crap. I haven't even find any props or actors... Maybe i'll just ask my cousin over the weekend. Worst still, i almost forgot about dtv. And i still have my csm to fret over.
fml. Just what have i done over the 2 weeks of holidays? Going out with friends, eating japanese food, out with friends... AND MORE JAPANESE FOOD.
I need a plan. This is the reason why i like to do lists. Because if i dont, i'll conveniently forget everything. And so, this will be my plan for the rest of my holidays:
Fri - plan out everything for vc and start to make props! Sat - make props~ Sun - beg my sis and cousin to work with me and film vc
Mon - watch one episode of each season for survivor and make a list Tue - complete dtv with the list from above Wed - edit vc Thurs to Fri - CHIONG CSM!! Sat - Review hml and hopefully i can find a theme for my story this time Sun - Review everything and make final edits.
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omg. i want to watch shows and read mangas leh. GG. Please please please, PLEASE dont ask me to go out during the holidays anymore. I'll reject every single request BECAUSE I HAVE 4 ONGOING PROJECTS!!!!
Every time people say my course very good, no need take exams. Come and try la! Every week got at least 2 ongoing projects. And i mean EVERY. SINGLE. WEEK. X.X
Everyday, i discover that more and more friends of mine are getting love sick. Seeing them like that reminds me of the anticipation, anguish, sadness, happiness, fearfulness, confusion, sighings and a mixture of all sorts of feelings.
Thank goodness im over that period. Here's to a happy me:
If you were wondering why the food are half-eaten, its because after eating halfway, we realised that we forgot to take pics. Hahaha!
Something like ice kachang except that it has a super long name and the price is 4x of it.
Boeing boeing was absolutely funny! Must go and watch more plays! I want to watch Cinderel-lah, Oi Sleeping Beauty, Aladdin, Snow white and the seven dwarfs and more!
Im listening to Liar Game OST now. I think i shall try re-watching the seasons. I miss it so much ):
Oh yeah, i cut my fringe. Actually, i think im addicted. But now its too short liao ))': Nvm, it will grow out. It always does (: K, i shall end with a quote.
"I'm not someone who's gonna stop looking for love just because i've lost it"
On Monday, we went to have Japanese buffet at... i forgot the name :P
Ah gong <3! I very filial. Every time serve him first before i eat. LOL, no, im not that nice. I let him taste the food first before i try. Heeeeeeee ^^
Stupid daddy, rawr! Only treat me one mouthful of frolick and its not even paid by him. Tsk. Still say i bu xiao sun ><
Michelle, my long-lost cousin! LOL.
Family portrait without daddy = HAPPY family portrait :D
Went out to watch Liar Game yesterday. A bit sad that its ended alr )': Shall read the manga once i've got the time. (That's what i said for Death Note, Detective Conan and etc. And i never got to it, lol)
The movie not bad. When we were seated, i was squealing "Akiyama-San~ Nao-Chan~" Heehee. The guy not handsome but i still love the show ^^ If you dont know what Liar Game is, you must go watch hor! There are 2 seasons and a movie finale. And the 2 seasons add up to only 20 + episodes. Very short de (: Some more, my friend's sister, watches Liar Game like crazy. And according to my friend, her sister is those hardworking kind of person. So for her to go crazy over a show, the show must be damn good. And and, my friend, after watching the movie also decided to watch the show cause it so awesome. Plus, THE SEATS FOR THE MOVIE IS DAMN HARD TO GET LOR! Must book in advance or you'll have no chance... unless you're alone and dont mind sitting at the front row. Even then, the front row for yesterday is also packed. See how popular the show is?
The movie follows the TV format exactly. And its touching that Akiyama-San is willing to sacrifice for Nao-Chan. And the last scene after the credits... very touching T___T
Ok la, im the only person who thinks that its touching =.='
But omgwtfbbq! THEY NEVER KISS OR EVEN HUG! NEVER EVEN SHOW THEM HAPPILY EVER AFTER! Just one scene where they have a mini conversation and that's it. HOW CAN LIKE THAT?!?!?!
Hmph!!!!
Ate at Cafe Cartel after that. I love potatoes! I will try their brownie (*_*) and cakes sometime! Look damn awesome and delicious.
Im going out today for badminton and mahjong session with welfare peeps. HOHOHO, HAVE NOT BEEN PLAYING MAHJONG FOR QUITE AWHILE LIAO! Will be catching boeing boeing with aunt tonight. This week is definitely very fufilling!
PS, welfare totally spammed my profile pictures. Now very hard to find pictures at the back because the first 13 pages are all about welfare :O
Im giving up. The 30 letters thing is seriously damn long. And everytime ask me to post pictures of myself. You think i so hiao meh? Everyday take picture of myself. Some more, some letters are somewhat the same. Everytime write to the same person. Zzz. So, i decided to compile whatever letters/pictures i want to post here once and for all.
The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Dear A, i chose you because you're one of the friendliest person i've ever met. Although i dont see you very often, im still glad that i got to know you. Cant believe you're so nice. I thought you would dislike me because i was so irritating towards you. But no, you're still friendly towards me. Asking me questions, trying to get to know me, chasing the bus for me... thanks for all that. I feel like i can talk to you for hours and that silences between us will never be awkward even though we only met for 2 times. You're seriously the nicest guy i've ever met. Any girl who has you as a boyfriend would be so fortunate. As for me, im lucky to have you as a friend :D
your ever-so-annoying friend, Siqi
Day 27 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
I think i was 9 at that point of time... Ya la, i look very different. *&^$#!@