Friday, July 30, 2010

dont play me with your silence

Just realised that i never blog about all the ongoings in my life. Im not going to type everything out cause it'll be quite long so i'll just show pictures with captions(:

Connection Camp 10/11!


Our first formal presentation. (Sort of)

Welfare's tryouts for games (:
I like playing the thumbs up game and the forfeits, hohoho :D

Went to the kindergarden to tell the kids stories that we wrote. The kids were so cute ><

Went to watch The Crazies. Almost got heart attack.

Yup, i think that's basically what my blog has been missing out. And i got a cut on my finger. Damn irritating cause a few weeks ago, i also kena a cut and this time round, its the same exact finger and location! I have no idea how i cut myself cause when i wake up, it was there le. I think this time round, the cut is deeper )):

I love SP seniors! They're all so nice and friendly! I know very random but they're really welcoming leh! I shall find more seniors to make friends with ^^

Ok, time to practice piano. Ever since i met this guy who is really good at piano, i feel like practicing my piano everyday. Usually i practice once a week only, heehee! I think guys who can play piano are awesome. I remember last time, me and my friends did a vote on whether you prefer guys who play guitar or guys who play piano. Im the only one who voted on piano. Because i also play piano and if the guy can play piano, we can do duets together leh! Very cool lor! And i feel that they're more refined and mature, lol. But guys who can play guitars also not bad la (:

kk, cya~

PS, i had a weird dream again. I dreamt of people whom i've never met in real life and i dreamt of this guy whom i've not seen in 7 years? Hmmm...

Monday, July 26, 2010

i love personality tests

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people.You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Everything is accurate except for the success, right job and education. For the record, im a slacker. And if i were to choose a job with a steady income, i wouldnt have enter my course. I mean, how many successful director/scriptwriter/journalist are there in Singapore? I have absolutely no idea how many future would be but its ok because im studying what i love. That's what important.

Always live for the moment (:
Take test here.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

My life is kinda boring

few months back

today

My hair like never grow sia.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY XX AND KAHCHENG!

Watched The Soccerer's Apprentice today. Ohmygosh, its the best movie i've seen in ages! I thought that it was better than Despicable Me. Maybe because i prefer action packed movies? But its damn awesome! I got suck in every minute. I swear my eyes never left the screen!

I actually had low expectations for it. I didnt understand a single thing even after watching the trailer. And because the trailer was so sucky, i thought that the movie was gonna be a failure. However after 5 minutes of the movie, i knew it was going to be great. Damn nice, everyone should go watch.

Anyway, The Soccerer's Apprentice's main theme was Secrets by One Republic. There was one scene where Dave used tesla coils to create electric sparks which generates sound, leading to an instrumental of Secrets. Aiya, very hard to explain and youtube doesn't have the scene so go watch the movie. THE SCENE WAS SO INCREDIBLE!

Sadly, the occupational hazard is really true. Throughout the movie i was thinking "That's the call to adventure!", "That's the mentor!!" and stuff like that. Hahahaha, but its great because i need inspiration to write my upcoming CA10!! Hope i got $ to watch more movies. (Heehee, so cool ar, can use homework for an excuse to watch shows) Nowadays my money all gone so must work during hols.

Ok. I'll end off with some pics.
Taemin's so pretty! I want his hairstyle :D

PS, I rewatched the trailer and they removed/switched many parts. Nvm, the show is still nice ^^
PPS, One Republic rocks!

Friday, July 23, 2010

If I am lost for a day, try and find me

Im very very stressed. This is worst than during my sec 4 period o.O
Im scared! What if no one comes for this event? What if im not doing a good job? I know people are worried that the first event that we are planning will be a flop... im worried too! I dont show it but inside my heart, there's this great battle. Every time im alone (eg on trains), i will start thinking about Games Day, start planning who to call, when to call. I even made many lists so that i can keep track and follow the schedule. My results may be shitty but that doesnt mean my efforts are, too! I put in alot of my effort ok! I feel like this whole thing is draining my energy and blood. Im going to die from being a worrywart. I know that i should relax which is what im trying to do. But before i know it, im busying myself again because people think that im slacking off.

omg, i think im going to die young at this rate.
But its ok! After next week, i'll be free... i think?
JIAYOU!!!!!



If I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day

December is the darkest and June is the light
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive

January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive
November, December, yah all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

with friends like these, who needs enemies?


i cant believe it.

PRETTY LITTLE LIARS ACTUALLY HAS A TV SERIES!!



I've been reading the series since sec 2? Its freaking hard to borrow it from the library cause a lot people are chasing after it. So far, i think there are only 5 books in the series but it actually took me 3 years to stay up to date. The series is still ongoing though. I love Pretty Little Liars so much that when Ms Stella asked us to name our fave book, it was what i wrote. Even before the show was produced, there were many fans who demand it. Just go youtube "my pretty little liars" cast and you'll see a whole lot of videos of fanmade videos.

The theme song is damn nice! Its called Secret by The Pierces. Here is the official mv but its kinda freaky.


Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead
;)


Basically, the story revolves around the 4 main characters. When they were young, they were the unpopular kids. One day, there was this new and pretty girl in town. She and her older brother are very popular even though they were new. So this popular girl, for some unknown reason, chose the 4 main characters to be her best friends. And that was how they became popular.

However, the popular girl went missing. Ever since then, the 4 main characters separated and stopped being friends. Few years gone and now the 4 of them are around 17 years old. All of them have their dirty little secrets. One is lesbian, one is in love with her lecturer, the other one is actually bulimia and the last one has a complicated family life. They began to receive threats from a person named A. Secrets about them which nobody knew except for their dead best friend, A knows. A started to manipulate them and there were many speculations about who A was. Was it really that their best friend Or was it someone else?

Anyway, its damn nice laaa! Im so gonna watch the show.

Oh, i also want to watch Vampire Diaries. I've read the book before and it wasn't bad. Nowadays, im very into vampire stories. Must be because of Twilight's influence. I actually like Twilight (book). The first book was damn good. But the rest of the stories CMI.

Sighhhhhhh, i feel like watching it now but i have to do my presentation now. Sian.

Ok, one picture before i go. I tied Anginn's hair in this pic. Supposed to be a hair ribbon but kind of fail. But nvm, its my first time doing it ^^

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

cause im halfway gone and on my way


That girl in the picture is NOT my classmate, Anginn. How can such a pretty girl be my friend? She's just a Japanese porn star who looks like my friend ;D

Hahahahaha, jk! She's really my friend lor! Anginn, go cut your hair laaaa! You look so much prettier with short hair!

and...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Me, Shaq and Anginn went to Orchard to shop. I almost buy this wallet which is damn chio but damn ex. Hais, i must not waste money!! And i spotted this pretty orange shirt and a pretty pink headband. BUT I CONTROLLED MYSELF FROM SPENDING MONEY!

Heehee, so happy yet so sad.

I dont get why girls want to be tall. If you're 150 and want to be tall, its understandable. But when you're 165, what's wrong with that height? Can wear heels leh! You wont understand my pain lor. There are so many pretty heels out there that i want to buy but cannot because its impractical. So tall still wear heels for what?

BUT THE HEELS DAMN CHIO CAN?

Sadded. People who are 165 aren't consider short. They are also not consider very tall so can wear heels. Isn't that great? However, when you're tall like me, you'll probably never wear heels in your entire life unless you find a super duper tall bf lo. Which is pretty impossible in Singapore. I think i shall migrate to Korea and find my Kimbum/Hongki (omg, i totally forgot his name! D:) and live there happily ever after.

Oh yeah! I found out my eye-candy's name! Omg, i cant believe it lor! I've got this senior whom i never talk to before but i remember his face. The last time i saw him was a month ago. Then, i realised that my senior and my eye-candy are the same people today!! LOL. He go and changed his hairstyle and i couldnt recognise him at all lor!

But a bit sad cause i think he has a gf le. Not sure whether they break up anot cause his status say he's single leh. Aiya, dont care la. Eye-candy is eye-candy and nothing more (:

TEEHEE!

Monday, July 19, 2010

sheets of egyptian cotton

There was a period of time that i was angry at you. No, I never was. I was just trying to cover up my fear with anger. I care about what people think of me but not to the extent that i will hide myself. But you're different. I care about the way you think of me, i care about how you look at me, i care so much that in the end, i decided its ok for me to follow up to your expectations and not mine. How silly because i still care. I guess i can never show you the naked truth because you'll change your impression of me and i will be affected. I will care, more than you ever know.

Backache. I have strong legs so my legs muscles aren't as painful as the others. But my back...! Camp was fun, especially the sabotage game. I actually wanted to sleep during that game but in the end a lot of interesting things happend... like flying underwears, hohoho! I swear Val was laughing like crazy! Me too.

Btw, if you're wondering why i was MIA, its because i was in camp ^^

I also managed to bond with the people in my group. Like Edwin. I actually didnt like him in the first place but he turns out to be ok la(:
I also thought that Mandy was a quiet and shy girl but she's not bad leh. And she's so sweet and cute.

AND i found out that Minghong is damn fit lor! Must be the NS training. I stepped on his shoulder and he lifted me up still can say im quite light. Then he spin around for 10 times still can walk straight and dribble a basketball leh! Unlike Junrui.

LOL, Junrui is like a failure sia. Compared to Minghong he's really damn cui. But Junrui is very funny and he provided Bugsy with lots of laugher. I seriously dont think im gonna forget how he looked like after spinning around and around, haha!

Um, i also want to say, i love my macbook! Its true when people say that once you use a macbook, you can never revert back to a normal PC. Freaking true. I dont even use a mouse now. I used it when i was using my acer laptop because i hate to use the whatever pad thing. But macbook is so easy to navigate that its just WOW. And the applications inside are damn interesting. I must learn how to treasure my baby more, *inserts hearts.

And its also true that IE sucks. Really! I didnt know the difference when i was younger and didnt understand why so many people waste their time to go download FF. But when i was forced to download by my friend, i realised that FF is so much faster than IE. I also heard that Google Chrome is not bad. Maybe i'll download it someday (:

Lastly, i finally found an eye-candy in my school! I cant say that he's handsome or what not. But idk leh! My eyes just gravitate towards him. I dont even know his name or anything about him so i always try to find chance to get to know him. So far, its a failure cause i havent even talk to him yet. (Actually someone called his name before but i kinda forgot, heehee.)

Anyway, now i know how V feels. She is totally obsessed with her eye candy lor! No matter what the guy does, it'll always be perfect and correct in her eyes. Some times, i find the guy too act cute liao but for V, she keeps saying that the guy is damnnnn funny. Then when other guys act cute, she'll say the person act act only. Biased sia. I couldnt understand why she's so crazy and biased but now i do. Because i also got my eye candy liao ^^

Ok, i shall update another time. CYA~

Thursday, July 15, 2010

This is the life of Wong Siqi

Yesterday at 4 pm:
"Omg, its 4 pm now! Need to email my essay to Fred before 5 if not will deduct marks!"
-immediately emails him-

Today at 10 am:
"OMG! I EMAILED FRED WITHOUT ANY ATTACHMENT!!!!"
-emails him the essay and checks the punishment for late submission-
"Shit! I submitted late for more than 10 hours! Which means 10 marks gone!"

T__T
Epic win. Before this, i estimated that i will get a C. And now? Probably a D or even worse. Awesome. You did a good job, siqi! Y3 was right to say that you're the queen of blurness (Y)...

T___________T
WAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! IM DEAD FOR DTV!!!! WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY AM I SO BLUR?!?!?!?!?!?! WHY IS MY LIFE SO DAMN PATHETIC?!?!?!?!

UPDATE:
OMFG! I DROPPED MY BABY!
Even though i promised not to bring her anymore harm... i did so anyway. My heart very pain. Now my macbook got a dent, a chipped corner AND a gap DDDDD:
wtf, even my screen is affected! Can i send it for plastic surgery???

Now i know that i should never badmouth. Because i was saying the talk i went yesterday was damn boring and bang, goes my baby.

I feel like crying (a little). No, im not being dramatic. Try dropping your baby and leave a scar on it FOREVER. It has only been a few months and the condition is already that bad. What will happen in a few more months? Or a few more years? Totally disfigured?

Why, oh why do i live such a sad and cursed life?

UPDATE 2:
I found out that the other corner of my macbook is also chipped. Nice ah, now its totally balanced. Left side got chipped, right side also got chipped. Let's live happily (n)ever after (in this sad and cursed life). Lalalalalala~

UPDATE 3:
Guess what? I didnt send Fred the email with the attachment! I sent it to myself instead and i only realised it now. This, is what i call epic win.

UPDATE 4:
I've decided to stop mourning. So what if my macbook got chipped? At least the programmes are still functioning. So what if i send in my essay late? At least i didnt send it after 5pm (which will lead to an immediate fail). But today is really an unlucky day. And curiosity really kills the cat. I've found out certain stuff and how i wish i didnt. Stupid me, go click on the link for what? Havent you declared its over? So what are you lingering for?

Sigh, suxtobeme.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

this emptiness is devouring me

I wrote my research based on my memory because THE STUPID VIDEO DONT WANT TO LOAD!!
Walao, i really want to do well for this paper but I think i'll get another C. FML.

I've got so much on my mind but i dont know how to start typing. I think... i shall go sleep. At least my mind wont anyhow wander around.

PS, Debra get well soon!
I can't let you go even if i die
How could I let you go?
If you're planning to leave then fix my heart
so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die
2AM has such nice songs, sigh

So little time

Few weeks ago, i kept complaining how busy i am. Now i know better. This week im experiencing a full blast of no sleep, more work. Sian, i thought publication is an easy job but it turns out to be one of the worst. So many people to call and most of them cannot confirm, etc etc. CSCC dont so cui leh! Got event go la, if not how bond? And i still need to prepare door gifts.

X.X

A bit stress... hope that July will faster go away so that i can relax.

Today, i talked to one of my friends. Even though i only met her about 3 times, i know that she's a very nice person. I dont think i've ever met a person who's sweet, cheerful and friendly and so, so strong. Don't know why anyone can hate her and send her such harsh messages. Now she is totally alone in her class... and her friends are all hypocrites. Didnt even try to stand by her. As her friend, i really cant do much because we're in different courses but still hope that she'll be fine.

P, JIAYOU!!

I want to sleeeeeeeep! But i cannot cause i still havent write finish my report. DTV damn hard to write. Im trying to squeeze out information even though there are none left. I hate analyzing shows.

THINK, BRAIN THINK!
thinking of kwonnie ~~

Its already 1am and my project is still not completed. Heck care liao cause i've already reached the minimum word count (Y)

Friday, July 9, 2010

venging out my anger and frustrations and confusions

Remember how your discipline master always force you to tuck in shirt when you're in sec school? Remember how you refused to do so?

Guess what? Today, i tucked in my shirt without anyone telling me! ^^
Anyway, let me share with you some of the annoying matters that i have on hand.

Got this person that i know, let's name him X who always trying to target me. He teases people in a friendly way, not shooting-arrows-at-you sort of way. But towards me, he is damn sarcastic. For example, if i disagree with something he said, he would say, "What! Not happy ah?" If it were other people... well, i dont know what would happen but i dont think X would give such a harsh comeback. AND, he acts cute around other people but in front of me, its time-to-suan-siqi time! I think he might have split personality.

zzz.

Plus, got another guy, let's name him Y, who is freaking irritating. The first day i knew him, he already bullied me. But its ok because its just friend teasing friend. After i introduced him to my friend, Y kept insulting me.

"Eh, your friend is prettier than you leh!"
Thanks ah, for punching my self-esteem REPETITIVELY. Freaking annoying but still, i tried to tolerate. Then one day, i decided that it would be cute if Y and my friend ended up together as a couple so i encouraged Y. Some how, Y liked my friend but my friend revealed to me that she has no feelings and asked for my help. And so, i have to crush Y's feelings.

For a period of time, Y kept talking to me/calling me. I was ok with it because it was partially my fault that he got disappointed. If i didnt encourage Y, he wouldnt have got rejected and i helped in the rejection some more! So, i didnt mind accompanying him, even though he was irritating.

Anyway, Y and the girl stopped communicating cause things were awkward.
Few weeks later, the girl started to talk to Y again. I was involved in the conversation too because Y asked me to. Then, for goodness know why, Y got angry with me (my friend did not know about this). It had something to do with the conversation and my friend not being happy. He started shooting vulgarities at me and i was f-ing pissed off. It was Y's idea and now that my friend is unhappy, im the one who got blamed?

Really lor, sometimes it doesnt pay to be too nice. I try to be nice and got irked by them in the end. I've decided to try ignoring them so i wont get pissed off and start a war when they 'shoot' me. Also, I think i shall stick with being chummy with girls than trying to make more guy friends. Girls are so much easier to handle. =.='

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

every rose has its thorns


Its ok if you have short legs and cant walk fast. BUT CAN YOU PLEASE DONT BLOCK MY WAY?!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

We're going round and round


Sian, now im damn upset. I hate it when i read mangas that are not completed yet because i would have to keep waiting and by the time the next volume comes out, i would have lost interest/forgot what's the plot.

URGH!

Never mind. I shall continue with my other mangas/animes/shows. But for now, i shall go paint my nails ladybird.

YES. LADYBIRD NAILS FTW!

Ok, shall end this with something from my tumblr. Damn funny!


PS, miley cyrus's new album has some good songs (:

Monday, July 5, 2010

About me



i damn chio hor? hair, please grow faster! pretty please with a cherry top? ;)
(actually, i dont know whats the correct phrase, teehee)

Have you always wondered what kind of person you are in people's eyes? Do they see you the same way you see yourself? I guess you'd never know unless you ask them. But this is how i would describe myself:

1. HAPPY-GO-LUCKY
Im not saying that i dont do depression but on average, i tend to be positive more. For example, when i get a bad grade, i get over it really fast. Plus, i dont really stress myself for studies. I've done projects with a few different groups/people and i can see how driven they are. As in HARDCORE driven. When they dont get A, they are super worried and stressed-up. Im motivated to do well but im much more laid back in comparison.

2. CRAZY
I cant tell you how many crazy stuff i did in my life. Girls dont tend to do crazy things because... well i dont know. But i can tell you im one of the few craziest girls out there. I chased after a guy just to glance at him (ahem, chris... - i mean jack :P) and many more cause i lazy to think, haha! But yeah, i do impulsive and crazy things. Then i realised how embarrassing it was and start to cringe and feel like banging my head against the wall.

3. STRAIGHTFORWARD.
Some times, ok many times, i tend to forget to be tactful and blurt out stuff that i shouldn't do or say. I didnt realise it until i saw their reaction and go "opps" in my head. This always happen when im too comfortable with people because i usually watch my actions when im with strangers.

4. TOMBOY
Er, yes. I may put on make up and have many pink items, im actually pretty tomboyish with my actions. Which is why i dont wear skirt/ dress cause i sit until very unglam. Appearance wise, im as vain as a girl but action wise, i kick ass... literally.

5. IM SELF-CONSCIOUS.
I think this blog is already an example of how self-conscious i am. I tend to go around pleasing people (which is why im careful with my behaviour when im with strangers) and i worry how people view me as. Am i dressed correctly? Do i like the 'right' things? Is that person angry at me? If i change slightly will my friends still accept me? I know its unhealthy to be such a worrywart but i cant help it! I try my best to ignore what others think but the result is not very good.

Ok, so that's 5 things about me. I actually wanted to do 10 but im too lazy and i cant think of anything else. So do you agree with my description of myself or do you beg to differ?
Well, go and reblog this so that i can take a look at your description list of yourself! (:

Sunday, July 4, 2010

fear

This post was in the draft for such a long time and i decided that it was time to post it up (:


Sometimes, i wished i were still a child. At least, a child doesnt have any worries; they dont care how people judge them.

Somewhere along the journey of life, i became seriously self-conscious. I mean, i still do embarrassing things. But im alert to what i say, how i dress and what i carry.

Like when someone says, "I hate Justin Bieber", i wouldnt say that i actually listen to his music out loud. When someone thinks that (fillintheblank) is cool and i think otherwise, i wouldnt voice my opinions out. Which is why i admire people who are confident very, very much.

For example, when people take out their handphone without hesitating even though the model is 6 years old, im really in awe. I respect people like that and i hope that one day, i will be as confident too. I hope one day, i will not be affected by people's judgements that much.

Because, im afraid to be so different from the rest. Im afraid when people ask questions like "Why is your handphone model old?" or something like that. Im afraid that i wont fit in. Im so afraid that its ridiculous.

So, what are you afraid of?

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I VERY HAPPY AH


Thanks for the responses! Its not that i dont want to reply but i think i might flood my own tagboard if i do, hahahaha! Wait, that sounds conceited. Hmmm...

Anyway, i just want everyone to know that i appreciate all your comments/ effort to comment/ effort to read my blog! I do read blogs that are linked because i've got nothing better to do. I dont really tag but i will start to do so because... well, i know how it feels like :D

XIE XIE NI MEN! :D

PS, i realised during HML presentation, i pronounced arrogant as agnorant (a combination of arrogant and ignorant.) Good job, siqi. Good job.

its hidden in the scars

So. What's love?
Does true love even exists?

Love, the perfect love, that is so often described in books, is it really possible for us to find it? Or do we have to settle for second best? Or what the books described are merely fantasy - humans cant find perfect love in reality hence they create an imaginary world?

Whatever case it is, i still want to believe in love. Its so beautiful, having a person that you can connect to; Having someone to depend on; Having someone to be there for you. I've never been in love but one day, i hope that i'll be able to give up my life for someone. Only then, will i know that im truly, madly, deeply in love. Some people might think its crazy to die for another person but...

"People do crazy stuff... when they are in love" - forgot-who-said-it.

The whole process of liking someone and being liked is so magical. Ok, my experiences with the latter has never been good (their feelings are not reciprocated and i'd feel weird around them because they're freaking persistent and thick-skinned =.=') but the former... its magical.

I guess its not a secret that i once crushed on a guy not too long ago. Well, i dont like him that way now but he's still special for the time being. Like your first love. You might not like him anymore now but you know that he'd always have a place in your heart. Its almost the same.

Anyway, my friend asked me what i saw in that guy and i was stupefied. I tried to think of the goodness of him but all that i came up with is... pretty much nothing except that he could make me laugh. Then again, many people can make me laugh! I've met so many guys who treats me better than him (not that he mistreated me la!), who are much cooler, who are much more handsome and yet i dont think of them that way.

In fact, if you ask me why he isn't a good guy, i can immediately answer. Which is weird. People try to find perfection in this world but when it comes to true love, perfection is secondary. What is most important is the connection, i think. Once you have that, nothing else matters. But that is only fondness, not love. Imagine how powerful love could be when having crushes are already mind-blowing!

However, as we're still young, i dont think love will strike us soon. (Im always a little skeptical about young married couples. Are they really, really in love? Or is it just a fusion of lust, infatuation and feelings?) At least for me, i dont think i will be in love anytime soon. So i'll settle for having crushes for the time being (:

What about you? Do you believe in true love and are awaiting for yours to come?
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Here's a video! Im putting here mainly so that pearl can watch it because she deleted her fb account (I tagged the wrong pearl :O).