SICK AS SHIT

I've been coughing for a month now. I've drank finish a bottle of cough medicine. I am also having flu now. I am crying because of my flu. I want to go and rest but...

I HAVE NOT BLOG ABOUT MY LESSONS ON MY DTVM BLOG! Cannot procastinate any longer... shall go and do now and get some rest D:

PS, to anybody who's reading this, PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG IF YOU HAVE ONE! Though it might not be obvious, i do read people's blogs in my links ok? Because my life is too boring like that. I will blog some interesting stuff once im better. CYA and dont miss me too much ;D

Well im not perfect, just all messed up

“ We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person. W.

I know that people changed. I accept the fact. You know that people changed and you, too, accept the fact. But what's different about the two of us is that i can continue to love someone who has changed slightly but you cant.

I knew that this day would come and true enough, its coming soon. I dont want to pretend to be someone im not just to live up to your expectations. So, for one last time, im going to act as the image you have for me and then everything will be over. This time round, im not going to be the one who cries over a broken relationship. But maybe you will. Then you'll see how you've hurt me the other time.

I dont want us to be over like this. But the ultimate decision lies in your hand. If you cant accept who i am, then dont accept me at all.

Im not sad, im feeling just... fine (:
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I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

OPI ROCKS!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
OPI IS LAUNCHING A WHOLE NEW COLLECTION CALLED SHREK FOREVER!!

I dont know how and when but suddenly, ive become a nail polish collector-cum-addict. I have TONS of nail polishes now! And OPI has the nicest nail polishes ever! They are super duper expensive but the colours are to die for.

For example, Mad As A Hatter and Absolutely Alice from Alice in Wonderland (previous collection).How pretty! I didnt buy it because of the price but now looking at SHREK FOREVER, i am convinced that i have to have OPI nail polishes! Im going to abandon THEFACESHOP and focus on OPI now!!! I want Funkey Dunkey and Orge-The-Top Blue))):

Effing beautiful. Sigh, when can i ever have enough money??
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truths and lies

Class started today and it was funnnnn!
Hahas, we played a game called "truths and lie" where you have to say 2 sentences about yourself which are true and a lie and people have to guess which is the false one. I fooled the entire class, like seriously!! I shall post it here for you guys to guess (:
It'll be easy for those who know me a long, long time! Oh, highlight the bottom of the post for answer!

I hate stuff toys.
I learned violin before.
I am convinced that indians are more hairy than ang mos.
The answer is the 2nd sentence! Did you get it correct? (:

shades of grey

Black and White. And im a shade of grey.
Sometimes, i feel like im torn between two.
At times, i feel like i dont fit in.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ):
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its really ok in the morning (:

Hello. My name is Ashley. I am the girl version of Ash from Pokemon. Currently, i have a Chikorita, Wobbuffet, Snorlax and Charmander. For the next 2-3 years, i will be on an adventure with my friend, Megan. If you're wondering where Brock is, he is mia. However, i am completely sure that this season of Pokemon will be the best yet :D

imma pathetic loser ):

I told myself that things will be different, that i will make it different this time round.
But why does it seem like everything's the same?

Sigh, i guess i'll go with the flow....
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Eenie Meenie

I love talking to my bestie for more than 2 hours.
I love talking to my bestie about anything.
Actually, i just love talking to her (:
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what a bunch of fools

I saw the picture and it reminds me of someone.
Well, technically im stupid and he's idiot but i guess it can work either way round (:
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reflections

Do you believe that you can know everything about a person? I dont. Not even if you use your whole life trying to. But i do believe that you can accept a person as a whole... their everything.

Often, friends drift away and the reason they give is "They've changed."
Im telling you now, thats a lie. The real reason is because both parties cant accept each other as who they are. Once they see a side of their friend that they never seen before and dislike it, then they will keep saying their friend has changed and boom! Thats the end of a friendship.

You said to me once, "Dont change."
But you know what? Im not changing. Its just that i never revealed that side of me before. So, the question now is "Can you accept all of me?"

I dont want a friend who cant accept who i am. I dont want to restrict myself just to please somebody. Im gonna be who i am, say what i want and do what i do. So its either you take it or leave it. I dont care. Because i already have my girlfriends, whom i know will accept me under all and any circumstances.
Thats one out of a thousand reasons why i love my girls <3

Camp has really open up my eyes... make me think about things... make me brave to embrace myself wholly. I think, im really going to enjoy SP (: